Already
from childhood thought of himself that he is actually a girl. Many times in
secret she took up her mother’s dresses. In this case, with an imagined
microphone he was imitating celebrities. He learned the artistic level of
makeup, temptation to lying. Thus, he was soon swallowed up by the night life.
How often he was insulted, tortured from childhood and present, I can not even
tell you. Neither you, nor I would not bear it. He regularly made shows in gay
bars. Some of these bars I went also, so we met several times. I do not think I
knew where I was actually. But even to the end of the world would have gone
after them, because I followed the Good Shepherd, who, if a lamb wander away, leaves the other hundred, and then will go
after the wandered sheep until that one understands that He loves him the way he is. The change of the heart is
then worked out by the Shepherd, it is not the sheep’s job. It's just his job
to accept the Father's love.